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Chiriko "Cho" Chang

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<=*( [25 Nov 2003|02:46pm]
[ mood | blank ]

.....Can someone teach me how to smile again?....I've seemed to have forgotten how to do it.

Can Anyone Hear Me?...... [24 Nov 2003|08:25pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I'm so alone...........Doesn't anyone care?.........

I Feel Slightly Better Now... [18 Nov 2003|12:33pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Well, that was nice of Wood. That's probably the first & last time I'll ever talk to him...but that's not going to bother me. It IS Oliver Wood, after all. I hope I helped him in his situation...I don't think I'm ever the right person to be 'giving out advice,' however I think he really did mean it when he said he appreciated my help. I'm glad for that.

I didn't quite get the answer I wanted from him, but I had a feeling I wouldn't anyway. It feels good to have the burden lifted off my shoulders, though. I think all there is left to do is wait things out. Try not to stress out too much, that's all. It's not the end of the world if I don't see Him again. Wood even said I sounded 'eager.'

Then that's it. I'm not going to try so hard anymore...That's if I can hold on for that long.

Tell It To My Heart

An Endless Search... [23 Oct 2003|01:44pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Cho had been in a daze for a long period of time now. She snapped in and out of her attentive listening skills in many of her classes, sulked around the Common Room feeling lonely & deserted. Surprisingly, despite all her strange behavior, she managed to keep up with her schoolwork & Quidditch practice sessions. Even during practices, she daydreamed about HIM.

Having to spend the summer away from Hogwarts tortured her, since it was pretty much the only time she was able to be with HIM. However, now that she was back at school, it still remained much like her summer.

Didn't He miss her as much as she did? The answer to that seemed obvious at this point. How could one person cause her to change dramatically & go mad in the mind?

Cho decided to go around the halls & walk aimlessly among them, in hopes of running into HIM at long last. She was doubtful of it, however. Of all the times she sulked the hallways, how many times did she spot HIM? Not once. She had nothing better to do anyway, so she decided to go & perhaps run into someone, even if it wasn't HIM.

24 Promises| Tell It To My Heart

Aimless Wandering..... [15 Oct 2003|12:48pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Cho was feeling rather bored being cooped up inside the Ravenclaw Common Room, & there was only so much she could do in there. She needed to be somewhere else besides an inclosed area. She couldn't stand the imprisonment any longer! She shop out of her seat & marched out the portrait door, thinking of random places to go.

The Quidditch field always calmed her down, but she didn't want to be penalized for being down there when a practice session wasn't scheduled. Tossing that idea aside, perhaps she's stop by Hagrid's hut for no particular reason. But....no. She didn't want to bother him if he was occupied by his duites. Sitting by the lakeside sounded soothing, but what if there were Dementors there? Cho shuddered at the thought of them even lurking around the school & dismissed that idea too. The only place left she could think of was the open courtyard.

"Well, as long as it doesn't have a roof overhead, or Dementors, I guess it's as good as the lakeside," she said to herself & began making her way there.

Walking into the open area, Cho let the cool wind sweep over her face & breathed in deep. Spotting a vacant stone bench she walked over & took a seat, looking towards the open sky above her. She only wished she was looking down from the air instead of opposite...

1 Promise| Tell It To My Heart

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